Wednesday, January 11, 2012
♥ belated new year resolutions
sudden feel to blog.
work has started, into the second week now. i should be exhilarated about it. yet i had to zoom into certain little details that made me unhappy. after the happy happy weekend @henderson waves, mount faber, baogong, mad for garlic, stayovers, i found out that not thinking or complaining about them made me extremely "free" and happy! so i chose to ignore everything after i made the call :):) such a good choice! mr baogong laughed at me when i said i had to go kuanyin there n talk about some 小人. hahaha~ being around him makes me feel so at home~
as of now, i feel like i have a need to list down some personal resolutions for the next few years~
time is not the factor, I am.
work has started, into the second week now. i should be exhilarated about it. yet i had to zoom into certain little details that made me unhappy. after the happy happy weekend @henderson waves, mount faber, baogong, mad for garlic, stayovers, i found out that not thinking or complaining about them made me extremely "free" and happy! so i chose to ignore everything after i made the call :):) such a good choice! mr baogong laughed at me when i said i had to go kuanyin there n talk about some 小人. hahaha~ being around him makes me feel so at home~
as of now, i feel like i have a need to list down some personal resolutions for the next few years~
- 多听,少说
- give myself three years to decide if i can survive on this job, not less, unless something drastic happens
- read as many as possible
- acquire the skill to concentrate on whatever i am doing despite disturbances/conversations going on around me
- temper control
- 拥有一颗谦卑好学的心
time is not the factor, I am.
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Thursday, December 29, 2011
♥ 3 more days to 赵和庆中医诊所!
It would be nice to record down 我现在的心情.. Three more days to opening of the clinic!! Like F-I-N-A-L-L-Y~~~ two months of 无所事事, two months of 忐忑不安, two months of 痴痴等待, two months of 欣喜若狂！
As of now, everything is almost in its rightful place. The beds, the trolleys, the needles, the vacuum 罐s, the 神灯s, the desks, the chairs, the computers, the CCTV, the herbs, the sofas, the certs, the drawings, the printers, the wifi... N the main door is fixed, the "curtains" r up, the adverts r stuck (with much pain n trouble) on the windows facing the road, the computers r linked, the metal bottles r cleaned n filled to the brim w cotton pads, the exposed wires r covered, and......I cannot rem alrdy. Whatever it is, it's part of the fun n part of the suffering.. N it's so much of what I have been expecting for the past two months!
Thinking of how far I've come, actually I haven't gone v far to deserve this. Really count my blessings (considering I've had extremely few blessings back in bj). For the fact tt I met the one special teacher in 东方医院. For the fact tt I met the one fated teacher in NTU. Maybe I'm not the smartest kid around, but I know I have the passion for this. Thanks mr zhao, for recognizing my passion n efforts, for granting me this chance in life, n for letting my dream come true so fast! It's kinda hard to imagine this possible just months back :):) now I gotta keep my dream burning. N also to dream my way to another bigger dream! Of cos, reality is required to fulfill dreams, I know that. I will not lose hold of myself, n will constantly remind myself of the absolute need to improve. "No doc can be the best. Just be the best doc that you could." -Me.
^the Doc^
there'r life skills to be learnt all along the way. take everything in!
As of now, everything is almost in its rightful place. The beds, the trolleys, the needles, the vacuum 罐s, the 神灯s, the desks, the chairs, the computers, the CCTV, the herbs, the sofas, the certs, the drawings, the printers, the wifi... N the main door is fixed, the "curtains" r up, the adverts r stuck (with much pain n trouble) on the windows facing the road, the computers r linked, the metal bottles r cleaned n filled to the brim w cotton pads, the exposed wires r covered, and......I cannot rem alrdy. Whatever it is, it's part of the fun n part of the suffering.. N it's so much of what I have been expecting for the past two months!
Thinking of how far I've come, actually I haven't gone v far to deserve this. Really count my blessings (considering I've had extremely few blessings back in bj). For the fact tt I met the one special teacher in 东方医院. For the fact tt I met the one fated teacher in NTU. Maybe I'm not the smartest kid around, but I know I have the passion for this. Thanks mr zhao, for recognizing my passion n efforts, for granting me this chance in life, n for letting my dream come true so fast! It's kinda hard to imagine this possible just months back :):) now I gotta keep my dream burning. N also to dream my way to another bigger dream! Of cos, reality is required to fulfill dreams, I know that. I will not lose hold of myself, n will constantly remind myself of the absolute need to improve. "No doc can be the best. Just be the best doc that you could." -Me.
^the Doc^
there'r life skills to be learnt all along the way. take everything in!
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Sunday, December 18, 2011
♥ 梦想、爱情、期待
2011年12月18日
我想从这一天开始，做个认真、负责任的医生。每一天不管多累，都不能睡超过中午，做好医生的榜样。每一天不管多繁忙，都必须抽出1小时认真看书，活到老就应学到老。这一切是我想做的事，这条路是我想要的人生，我必须严肃的对待把健康交到我手上的每一个病人。
我会成为一个好医生。我，不一定会出名，但至少不会愧疚。而即将成为＂好医生＂的我，现在踏出拿到执照后的第一步！有些慢，但这两个月不是白费的。它是我从学生变医生的一段难忘过程，往后的我将回味这段无忧无虑的时光，没有责任，没有遗憾，没有金钱，没有奢望。
沉醉在梦想、爱情、期待之中，是时间为三者勤奋用心的时候了，不能光靠说话！加油，郑医师！你不再是＂未来的郑医师＂，而是很实在地存在着！发出光芒吧！
^the Doc^
P.S. I'm happy for u, Cliffy! :):)
我想从这一天开始，做个认真、负责任的医生。每一天不管多累，都不能睡超过中午，做好医生的榜样。每一天不管多繁忙，都必须抽出1小时认真看书，活到老就应学到老。这一切是我想做的事，这条路是我想要的人生，我必须严肃的对待把健康交到我手上的每一个病人。
我会成为一个好医生。我，不一定会出名，但至少不会愧疚。而即将成为＂好医生＂的我，现在踏出拿到执照后的第一步！有些慢，但这两个月不是白费的。它是我从学生变医生的一段难忘过程，往后的我将回味这段无忧无虑的时光，没有责任，没有遗憾，没有金钱，没有奢望。
沉醉在梦想、爱情、期待之中，是时间为三者勤奋用心的时候了，不能光靠说话！加油，郑医师！你不再是＂未来的郑医师＂，而是很实在地存在着！发出光芒吧！
^the Doc^
P.S. I'm happy for u, Cliffy! :):)
Sunday, December 18, 2011
Thursday, December 1, 2011
♥ 我的小国，我的监狱。
＂这是我的小国，有着我的回忆，我的灿烂，我的光芒。
亦是我的监狱，有着我的过去，我的失败，我的黑暗。
既为往事，已成故事，不堪回首，迈向曙光！＂
- my thoughts after washing my bicycle n cycling around bedok, upon the familiar path which I circled umpteen times when I was still a little child.
^the Doc^
I'm going to get my cert v v v soon!
P.S. 我的名片 ready 啦！^-^
亦是我的监狱，有着我的过去，我的失败，我的黑暗。
既为往事，已成故事，不堪回首，迈向曙光！＂
- my thoughts after washing my bicycle n cycling around bedok, upon the familiar path which I circled umpteen times when I was still a little child.
^the Doc^
I'm going to get my cert v v v soon!
P.S. 我的名片 ready 啦！^-^
Thursday, December 01, 2011
Sunday, November 20, 2011
♥ 心得
Watching 败犬女王 is making a positive impact on my life! Dramas can make a difference to lives too :)
它让我明白爱在生命中真的很重要，而且除了爱，还要有梦想，要有实际的努力，不断的付出！尤其是卢卡斯还是个有上进心，杰出的医生，我想努力，像他一样用那颗排除万难也要解救病人的心，去造福人群 :):) 我也要努力赚钱，和宝贝向共同目标前进，为理想中的未来而奋斗！加油！加油！加油！
Mummy is coming home tml! I miss mummy :):) (not the nagging) but her presence livens up the hse, everythg feels kinda dead without her arnd.. Hmm..
Had a fantastic slacking weekend w Bb :D didn't do much, nua-ed @his place ydae, ate gigantic 2kg crabs (Jenny ah yee won $$!), played Resident Evil 5 (alot of running arnd, trying to find bullets n Siam-ing monsters but keep getting killed), watched a dc-recommended movie (which sucked n made us sleepy), slept in late @my place, finally ate duck rice, n wandered to ecp (which he kept complaining v hot n tiring -.-"), n then I went home while he's at a friend's wedding, n I changed the arrangement of my room! Sometimes I wish everythg would fall in place on their own! Wahaha den I no nd to 打扫! Woo~
^the Doc^
我真的很幸福！
它让我明白爱在生命中真的很重要，而且除了爱，还要有梦想，要有实际的努力，不断的付出！尤其是卢卡斯还是个有上进心，杰出的医生，我想努力，像他一样用那颗排除万难也要解救病人的心，去造福人群 :):) 我也要努力赚钱，和宝贝向共同目标前进，为理想中的未来而奋斗！加油！加油！加油！
Mummy is coming home tml! I miss mummy :):) (not the nagging) but her presence livens up the hse, everythg feels kinda dead without her arnd.. Hmm..
Had a fantastic slacking weekend w Bb :D didn't do much, nua-ed @his place ydae, ate gigantic 2kg crabs (Jenny ah yee won $$!), played Resident Evil 5 (alot of running arnd, trying to find bullets n Siam-ing monsters but keep getting killed), watched a dc-recommended movie (which sucked n made us sleepy), slept in late @my place, finally ate duck rice, n wandered to ecp (which he kept complaining v hot n tiring -.-"), n then I went home while he's at a friend's wedding, n I changed the arrangement of my room! Sometimes I wish everythg would fall in place on their own! Wahaha den I no nd to 打扫! Woo~
^the Doc^
我真的很幸福！
Sunday, November 20, 2011
